28. oktoober 2011

i never thought we'd have a last kiss


The awkward moment when your ex tells you he still loves you

Some things are not meant to be. No matter how hard you try or how much you want, they'll just never happen.

THE SAD MOMENT when you find an old conversation between you and someone you don't talk to anymore ):

The toughest part of letting go is realizing the other person already did...

Once you lose someone, it’s never exactly the same person who comes back.

Because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go

I miss the " I love you more" fights. The long, random and endless conversations. The songs we both loved to share. I miss you babyboy.

People might always change, but there is one thing you can't change; the memories you've had with them

It really sucks when the only person who can make you feel better is also the reason why you can't stop crying

A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it

It's sad that you think "I'm sorry" fixes everything...you have a lot of growing up to do.

Please, don't even ask me how my life is going. You lost the right to ask me that question when you walked away from me.

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

Go ahead and love her. Push me away. I bet she will never love you like I do. Your loss.

"I'm sorry" will eventually lose it's meaning if you keep apologizing over and over.

Silence is a girl's loudest cry

Be careful of what you say and what you promise, because once you say it, you can never take it back

I can't force myself to forget about your face. You're everywhere, like a memory I can't erase.

you just have to learn to forget the people who forgot about you

And when you forget her, dont you dare remember me

I'm too in love to let it go

they say school is supposed to educate you, well to be honest the only thing i've learned is how to pretend like nothing's wrong

Don't hurt someone intentionally just because they once hurt you accidentally

Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless.

Its sad how nowadays most guys don't appreciate a good woman.

No girl believes she is beautiful until a guy comes along & makes her feel like she is

Every relationship is messed up, but what makes it perfect is if you still want to be there when things really suck.

Better to be told the truth and hurt for a moment then to be told what you want to hear and hurt forever.

If someone is taken. They are taken. Respect relationships.

I love when he randomly messages me because I know I was on his mind for at least one moment.

That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart.

Don't get mad if I care too much, you should really start to worry when I don't care at all.

If someone is taken, they're taken. Don't try to ruin their relationship just because you want them. Breaking them up, that's just wrong

One minute of kissing burns 25 calories...No wonder those sluts are so damn skinny.

When a girl tells you to "have fun" it means she wants you to have a horrible time without her.

What hurts more? Knowing you can't have him or knowing she can?

Never say, "I don't want to lose you" when you aren't fighting to make her stay.

It’s hard to forget someone who you have imagined spending forever with

Don't you wish love was like Volleyball? You yell "Mine" and everybody backs the fuck off

God made most guys taller then girls so that when a girl hugs a guy, she can hear if his heart is beating for her or if nothings there.

There will always be those awkward moments when you walk by a person & remember everything you had.

23. september 2011

Õiged sõnad õigel ajal


Kardan, et ütlen seda liiga harva, ent ma armastan sind kogu südamest.

Kui ma meenutan kõiki nende aastate erilisi hetki, armun sinusse ikka ja jälle.

Nii headel kui halbadel aegadel on just meie armastus olnud liim, mis on meid ikka koos hoidnud.

Sa muudad mu elu nii huvitavaks ja põnevaks! Ma ei kujutaks iial ette mida ma teeksin ilma sinuta.

Mind ei tee miski õnnelikumaks kui näha ärgates sinu naeratavat nägu.

Sind on nii lihtne kogu südamest armastada!

Kui keegi sind sügavalt armastab,teeb see sind tugevaks. Kui sina kedagi sügavalt armastad, teeb see sind julgeks.

Kogu elu ülim õnn on see, kui võid olla kindel,et sind armastatakse.

Sometimes is best to stay away and wait, just wait until it's your turn to do something...

Kuidas ma pean sind armastama, et Sa aru saaksid,et ma tõesti seda teen? Kuidas ma peaksin Sind vaatama? Sind hoidma?

Vahel teeb vaikus rohkem haiget kui mistahes öeldud sõnad.

Kõige jubedam tunne... kui sa saad midagi teada,midagi mis sulle teeb lihtsalt nii haiget,et sa tunned kuidas veri,mis su soontes voolab, muutub järsku külmaks ja tuimaks. Kuidas nagu kõik su sees tarduks. Kuidas sa sooviksid midagi öelda,aga sõnad ei tule suust. Kuidas su peast jookseb 101 mõtet paari sekundiga läbi.

Tahaksin aega tagasi keerata ja kõike muuta, kuid tehtud tegusid ja öeldud sõnu ei saa tagasi võtta. Peab õppima mõtlema mida ütled ja tegema asju mida ei peaks hiljem kahetsema.

Vahel mõttes jooksen su poole, sosistan sulle kõrva kui palju ma sind armastan ja kuidas ma sind hetkel vajan... ja teisel hetkel mõtlen jällegi kuidas sa suudad nii teha mulle, kuidas sa saad niimoodi minu tunnetega mängida?

Miks oled Sa nii külm ja kauge? Ma ei mõista sind



2. september 2011

i'm crying out loud




I love the " I love you more" fights. The long, random and endless conversations. The songs we both love to share. I love when you say " oh you are so cute when you do this or that" I love how you look at me,when i am sad. I love how you hold me tight,when i'm cold. I love how we say goodbye. I love how you talk good about me. I love that how you touch me. I love when you repeat my name over and over again. I love how you hug me and this feeling what i get when you do it. I love our long disputes. I love how you laugh of my some saying. I love the way you love me. I love the way you kiss me, the way you hug me also the way you look at me when you gonna say " i love you ". I most hate that, how we fight,get mad, abuse and scream with each other. I hate when i am mad at you, when you make me cry or when you fon't care about me. I hate how you sometimes get mad at me and then scream everything to my face. I hate when you hurt me - outside and ALSO inside of me. I hate when you don't try to catch me when i'm walking away. I hate when you don't want to be with me. So please love me, hug me and take care of me, that's all what i'm askin' from you and that's all what i need from you!!!!!

30. august 2011

One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable

"I'm sorry" will eventually lose it's meaning if you keep apologizing over and over.

Silence is a girl's loudest cry

Be careful of what you say and what you promise, because once you say it, you can never take it back

I can't force myself to forget about your face. You're everywhere, like a memory I can't erase.


you just have to learn to forget the people who forgot about you

And when you forget her, dont you dare remember me

I'm too in love to let it go

they say school is supposed to educate you, well to be honest the only thing i've learned is how to pretend like nothing's wrong

Don't hurt someone intentionally just because they once hurt you accidentally

Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless.

Its sad how nowadays most guys don't appreciate a good woman.

No girl believes she is beautiful until a guy comes along & makes her feel like she is

Every relationship is messed up, but what makes it perfect is if you still want to be there when things really suck.

Better to be told the truth and hurt for a moment then to be told what you want to hear and hurt forever.

If someone is taken. They are taken. Respect relationships.

I love when he randomly messages me because I know I was on his mind for at least one moment.

That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart.

Don't get mad if I care too much, you should really start to worry when I don't care at all.

If someone is taken, they're taken. Don't try to ruin their relationship just because you want them. Breaking them up, that's just wrong

One minute of kissing burns 25 calories...No wonder those sluts are so damn skinny.

When a girl tells you to "have fun" it means she wants you to have a horrible time without her.

What hurts more? Knowing you can't have him or knowing she can?

Never say, "I don't want to lose you" when you aren't fighting to make her stay.

It’s hard to forget someone who you have imagined spending forever with

Don't you wish love was like Volleyball? You yell "Mine" and everybody backs the fuck off

God made most guys taller then girls so that when a girl hugs a guy, she can hear if his heart is beating for her or if nothings there.

There will always be those awkward moments when you walk by a person & remember everything you had.

If I aint got nothing, I got you.
If I aint got something I don't give a damn, cause I got it with you.
I don't know much about algebra, but I know one plus one equals two and it's me and you, thats all we'll have when the world is thru.
Cause baby we aint got nothing without love
When my days look low, pull me in close and don't let me go.
Make love to me. So that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all
I don't know much about guns but I...I've been shot by you
And I don't know when I'm gon die, but I hope that I'm gon die by you
And I don't know much about fighting, but I, I know I will fight for you
Just when I ball up my fist I realize that I'm laying right next to you

29. juuli 2011

Every happy couple has at least one breakup behind them


You still look at me the way you used to... That must mean something, right?

The funny thing about breakups is they point out what we didn't even know we had, but don't give us the option of going back into battle armed with that knowledge.

When your ex gave you their love you had it to keep. That which is given to you, cannot be taken away from you. The only thing taken away from you was the wish to have it given to you again

Do not take another's bad opinion of you as the truth. Nothing others think or say about you is about you, but rather a reflection of their own reality.

Obsession is feeling fearful that you may be losing him; detachment is knowing that he may be losing you; and apathy is the past tense of both


Based on a string of bad breakups, I was forced to examine my choice of partners. Surely, that must have abolished me from any wrongdoing

I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.

The dark of night does not come after the golden glow of the day's sun but before it.

No one is spared the pain of rejection, except the ignorant and the fool. Which my ex just happens to be both of.

Your closing your eyes to me, opened my eyes to you.


Mars and Venus? Nope. The only problem between the genders is that we each have the others needs and wants backwards. Men want to be needed, and women need to be wanted. Not the other way around. It's that simple!

The greatest experience we can ever have is usually not a welcomed one at that time.

To err is human, to forgive is just like asking for it all over again


I used to treat those who did me wrong with disdain and unacceptance. I was afraid that if I were to treat them nicely it would mean that I was giving them the 'go-ahead', 'thumbs-up', to hurt me again. Little did I know that I was only reaffirming that their choice to hurt me to begin with was the right choice

When I first met my partner, I rejoiced in him. What splendid, fascinating, and new things he brought to my stagnant life. For instance, he could talk for hours about space and music. And now, three-and-one-half years later I realize that he can talk for hours about space and music. Despite this, I still love him.


Most people are afraid that if they back off a little that the object of their affection will move on and eventually forget about them. But, ironically, the real reason is that they, themselves, are afraid that if they back off that THEY will forget about the object of their affection and move on, and this they don't want to do.

If we are but one, then to hold you accountable is to hold me accountable. To love you, is to love myself, To forgive you is to leave me without blame, also. Ah, the peace!


It's not the days, the hours, the minutes, nor the seconds that count. It's man's actions and reactions to them that make or break his life's journey

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all.

The sorrow which has no vent in tears may make other organs weep

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight

A woman wears her tears like jewelry

Every woman is wrong until she cries, and then she is right - instantly

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost

The hottest love has the coldest end

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos

i fear the thought of falling for something that will never be mine


I don't need you, but i choose to want you


she's going through an emotional hurricane inside but nobody knows

when you love someone, but the love is lost. could it get worse?


i want someone that will have my friends saying to one another .. "shes happy again"

darling, you didn't crush me, you completley destroyed me.


The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence


So I'll erase everything and forget about you. Too bad that this will be the hardest thing I'll ever have to do


5. juuli 2011

Just because it didn’t last forever, doesn’t mean it wasn’t worth your while.


It’s funny how you can still love a person, but you stop needing them like you used to.

I didn't change, I just found myself


What made you happy once, might not make you happy now.


Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are.


Things do not change; we change

We've all grown up, and there's no denying that. But it's tough to tell if in that growing up, we've simply grown apart.

Every single thing changes and is changing always in this world. Yet with the same light the moon goes on shining.
Every beginning is a consequence - every beginning ends some thing.

We spend our time searching for security and hate it when we get it

I really don't think that anyone in this world knows the real me. My closest friends know me better than anyone else, but I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear.


"It hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and hate yourself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When you look at yourself, you see this version of "you" that your mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing you have left are the lies you tell yourself everyday to survive, lies that have become your painful reality, lies that will swallow you whole and crush your insides, lies that have turned you into someone you never wanted to be.."


Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

Forget what you heard, recognize what you see. I know you heard the rumors... now here's the real me


People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.


Great changes are easier than small ones.


The only completely consistent people are dead


When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.


Silence has become normal between us. Not the nice kind of silence, or the comfortable kind of silence. But the awkward kind of silence, like between strangers. Our silence is an avoidance of the truth.


I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be



28. juuni 2011

nobody wants to be the last one


It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

I just realized, it's so lonely being free.

Someday never really comes, does it?


No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.

Oled kunagi kogenud sellist armastust, et tunned nagu ei suudakski enam olla ilma temata? Oled kunagi olnud kellegiga tülis ja teadnud kui homme sa teda näed,siis pole kõik enam endine? Oled kunagi tahtnud kedagi nii väga,et oleksid sellejaoks kõik-võimeline? Oled kedagi kunagi nii väga igatsenud,et tahaksid oma südame välja rebida? Oled kunagi nii palju nutnud,et tunned nagu oleksid justkui kõik pisarad välja nutnud ja tekib vedeliku puuduse tunne? Oled kunagi armastanud kedagi, teades,et ta sind vastu ei armasta? On sulle kunagi keegi nii väga meeldinud aga sa lihtsalt ei suuda seda talle öelda?


Nii valus on mõelda, et inimesed ei muutu enam tagasi sellisteks nagu nad olid kunagi varem. Valus on mõelda, kuidas öeldud sõnu ja tehtud tegusid ei saa tagasi võtta. Valus on mõelda ja teada,et olnud aega ei saa enam tagasi, neid ei saa isegi mitte enam korrata. Teeksin kõik kui vaid suudaksin, oskaksin ja tahaksin,et kõik oleks jälle endine.


Kuidas keegi saab teha nii jäägitult haiget ja peale seda ikka teda edasi armastada

Imelik on mõelda,kuidas Sa tähendasid mulle nii palju, kuidas me olime igapäev koos ja Sa rääkisid mulle kui piiritult Sa mind armastad, kuidas Sa panid mind pisarateni naerma, kuidas Sa ei suutnud mind mitte kunagi nutma jätta, kuidas Sa hoolisid ja armastasid mind ja nüüd... kõnnime üksteisest mööda,nagu poleks kunagi midagi olnudki. Nagu Sa poleks mitte kunagi olnud üks suur osa mu elust, mu igast päevast, mu südamest.


Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting could it be that we have been this way before.
I know you don't think that I am trying. I know you're wearing thin down to the core.

Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego..

The only man who is really free is the one who can turn down an invitation to dinner without giving an excuse.

In some families, please is described as the magic word. In our house, however, it was sorry.

If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.


No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him


When you break up, your whole identity is shattered. You are no longer alive.


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile

We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all.

Love unreturned is like a question without an answer.


I would like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark, if no one knows you, no one cares and no one breaks your heart.

Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star - You know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying.


Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you.

I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you.

Why did I have to fall for you when you just keep falling for her?

Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart
.


And there you are..holding her hand..and I'm lost..trying to understand...


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26. juuni 2011


Nii... nüüd ongi siis see aeg käes. Enam ei tee Sina ja mina kokku meid. Enam ei saa ma Sind niisama kallistada ja musitada, Sa ei luba enam end isegi puutuda. Ma ei saa Sulle niisama otsa vaadata ja naeratada, nautida lihtsalt niisama su ilusaid pruune silme. Ma ei saa enam anda Sulle oma armastust mis on piiritu nagu Sa ju tead. Ma ei saa enam Sulle niisama helistada, et küsida kus oled või mida teed. Ma ei tohi Sind enam isegi mitte välja kutsuda,sest Sul on nüüd oma elu ja minul enda oma. Ma ei saa enam Sind igapäev näha ja Sinuga tunde lihtsalt mingitest mõttetutest asjadest rääkida. Nüüd ma saan vaid vaadata Sind eemalt. Vaadata,kuidas Sa nüüd elad oma elu...vabana, mitte kellestki sõltuvana. Kuidas Sa saad käima hakata ükskõik kellega ja rääkida ning vaadata ükskõik keda.
Mulle teeb haiget juba ainuüksi teadmine et Sa võiksid kedagi sebida. Ilmselt see siis tapaks mind kui näeks kedagi Su kõrval, kedagi teist, kedagi... kes ei ole mina. Ütlesid kunagi mulle,et Sa ei jäta mind iial. Ilmselt siis sinu iial oli siis nüüd käes. Mul on nii valus end õhtuti magama nutta,sest iga asi mu toas ja mu ümber meenutab mulle Sind. Veelgi hullem on hommikuti ärgata,kui esimese asjana,mis mulle meenub, kui silmad lahti teen,et mul ei ole enam ju Sind, siis tekib tunne nagu ei tahakski enam kunagi ärgata. Sa olid üks suur põhjus miks ma igapäev üles tõusin, see muutis juba mu hommikud ilusamaks,kui teadsin et näen varsti Sind. Nüüd muudab mu hommikud nii kurvaks ja vesiseks see,kui mõtlen et ei saa enam võibolla,et kunagi Sinuga olla. Jah VÕIBOLLA... sest Sa ei ole veel otsustanud kas tahad et me lahkuminek oleks täielikult lõplik või vaid ajutine meeletus. Loodan praegu vaid sellele et Sa avastad, kui üksildane on elu ilma minuta, loodan et hakkad igatsema mind ja siis ehk tahad mind tagasi, aga tundes Sind on see väga vähetõenäoline. Isegi ka kui meil oleks jälle midagi, teeks see tunne,et võin Sind igahetk, mõne tähtsusetu asja pärast kaotada teeb haiget. Tõenäoliselt peaksin elama ma pidevad hirmus,et mil saabub jälle see hetk kui otsustad et meil on vaja jälle rääkida... Sa ütlesid,et armastus sai minu vastu otsa. Aga kas oli see siis üldse armastus? Arvan,et see oli vaid ajutine kiindumus, või armumine, see aeg, mil kõik tundus nii ilus ja perfektne. Aga lihtsalt siis meie tülidega see kõik kadus ja hakkasid ainult mu vigu tähele panema... ka siis kadus see armumine. Sest armastus on tunne mis jääb, see ei kao niisama,seda e i suudaks eal isegi tülid hävitada. Armastus on neid tugevam. Usun et see on kõigest tugevam,isegi ka surmast. Sest mina jään Sind alatiseks armastama. Isegi kui olen juba vana või noh pensionär, meenutan milline oli mu esimene armastus, esimene poiss kelle vastu mul olid niii sügavad tunded, et neist oleks meie kahe jaoks piisanud-

19. juuni 2011

Link


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-p33yIoLnI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcfHcRL2lgQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfc9LY0VQrM

http://fotoalbum.ee/photos/lovestory/sets/1030915

14. juuni 2011

there is NO me without you.


  • Ma tahan Sind armastada nii nagu mitte keegi teine seda varem teinud pole.
  • Ma tahan et ainult mina oleksin Sulle oluline.
  • Ma tahan et suudaksin su mõtteid lugeda.
  • Ma tahan, et Sa teaksid,et ma olen Sul alati olemas.
  • Ma tahan olla kõige tähtsam naine Su elus.
  • Ma tahan,et Sa ei teeks mulle kunagi haiget.
  • Ma tahan et me suudaks me tülid unustada.
  • Ma tahan et meil poleks kunagi arusaamatusi.
  • Ma tahan et mu armastus Sinu vastu ei saaks ealeski otsa.
  • Ma tahan et Sa väärtustaksid mind sellisena nagu ma olen, mitte ei prooviks mind muuta.
  • Ma tahan et Sa teaksid, kuidas sa teed mulle haiget vahel oma sõnadega.
  • Ma tahan, et Sa tunneksid seda.
  • Ma tahan olla Su kõrval kui me vanemaks jääme.
  • Ma tahan olla Sinuga kui Sul on raske.
  • Ma tahan Sind igal Su eluhetkel toetada.
  • Ma tahan olla Sinu jaoks alati olemas.
  • Ma tahan et Sa usaldaksid mind.
  • Ma tahan Sind kallistada ja mitte kunagi enam lahti lasta,sest nii on hea.
  • Ma tahan et tunneksin Su suudlusi igavesti oma suul.
  • Ma tahan Sind tunda.
  • Ma tahand Sind naerma panna.
  • Ma tahan et Sa armastaksid mind jäägitult, just niii nagu mina Sind...Ma tahan et me vahel oleks kõik veatu.
Ainus mida ma ei taha on see,et Sa kaoksid mu elust.

28. mai 2011

Kui ma poleks selline, oleksin kui öö ilma kuuta...


Kas tead mis tunne on igatseda kedagi, olles tema kõrval ja teades et te ei saa enam kunagi seda tagasi mis teil kunagi oli? See tunne teeb lihtsalt niii kohutavalt palju haiget, sest kuidas sa ka ei püüaks ja ei prooviks, mitte miski ei ole enam endine, mitte miski teie vahel ei ole enam selline nagu see oli suhte algul. Siis kui kõik oli alles nii-ii värske ja hea. Siis kui te veel alles n-ö sebisite ja üksteist avastasite, rääkisite üksteisele oma elulugusid ja muud endakohta huvitavat. Aga nüüdseks on ju juba kõik räägitud. Tunned nagu kõik oleks nüüd nii igav ja vana, kuigi tegelikult see seda ei ole ju.


Inimesed muutuvad ja nad unustavad meile sellest öelda. See on täiesti õige... lihtsalt kui kõik on hästi, sa ei pane seda tähele,aga kui tekib mõni riid, siis saad iga korraga järjest rohkem aru, kuidas kõik pole enam see endine, kuidas kõik on niiii muutunud. Ja siis sa hakkad mõtlema,et millal see juhtus? Millal te muutusite üksteisele justkui niii võõraks. Sa ei taha endale tunnistada,et võibolla te olete lihtsalt lahku kasvanud? Mõtled küll,et naljakas paari kuu või siis poole aastaga üksteisest nii lahku kasvada,aga näed, kõik viitab ju sellele. Ta ei ole ju enam see sama kõige parem, keda sa ennem teadsid? Ta on nüüd justkui keegi võõras, keda sa pole kunagi tundnud... ja see teeb lihtsalt niiii hullult haiget. Sest ei saa ju muuta juba mitme-mitme kuust suhet jälle sellliseks nagu see oli 1. kuul. Lihtsalt seda ei suuda sa üksi teha, ja võibolla kui ka tema seda tõesti tahaks, siis tegelikult ei ole enam kunagi nii nagu see oli teie tutvumise ajal...

27. mai 2011

Ei saa usaldada meest, kes käitub nagu poleks tal midagi kaotada


Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough.

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be.

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store.

You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you.

Don't push your relationship with a person too hard, if its meant to be then it will happen.

Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?

I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!

There are so many things she wanted to say to him but never had. Like: You have the most amazing eyes. Please give me that hat you always wear. I think our souls are meant to be together. What kind of breath freshener is that?

Sometimes I wonder what you think of me or if you do at all.

I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had.

It's hard not to love someone when he's all you ever think about.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

I wonder if you think of me half as much as I think about you.

I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day.

No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.

Isn't it funny how you can still get butterflies in your stomach, even though you have known the person for years.

It's amazing how one little conversation can change things forever.

She loves him more then he would ever know, he love's her more than he would ever show.

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.

When he's around, my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what I'm saying, I keep wondering if there's a term for this.

I want a new life and I want it with you.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup I ever go through, and we never even went out.

Sometimes the one love you can't get over is the one love you never really had.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

It's weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.

When you thought I was in love with him, you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you.

Sometimes there are things that are worth the chance, and when you find them, everything in the world doesn't matter.

I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long.

If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me?

You sit here and wish for that one person... be careful when you wish for it... because the one person may come along and you realized you made that wish at the wrong time.

Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

It's just hard to think I'll never get the chance to say you're mine.

We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say.

If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me?

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".

You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside.

Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have.

Sometimes we go out of our way to make someone love us in return, but suddenly fate intervenes and says "oops, wrong person".

This is so different you're so different, finally I've realized what I deserve and it's not what I had before.

The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Don't screw up the best thing that ever happened to you just because you're a little unsure about who you are.

Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know thats your problem, forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me.

Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, you hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if I'm the only one.

You can say I don't matter to you but I'm not the one calling every night, that's you.

I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone.

Life and love is kinda funny some time cause the guys we want are so hard to get, but the ones that we dont want... are so hard to get rid of...

I can't just drift away from you, I can't get on with my life and not give you a second thought. When I kissed you that night, walking away stopped being an option.

Even though I've stopped "liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had.

Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I'm glad you're happy. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on.

I've learned that there are people that truly love you, but they just don't know how to show it.

For someone who is suppose to be "just friends" why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

You don't just stop feeling something for someone because you start feeling something for someone else.

I don't know what it is really, but sometimes it takes everything in me to not reach out and run my fingers through your hair or turn around and hug you when you are least expecting it.

You know you really like someone, when you sit the painful way in your chair just to get a better look at them.

I hate the way I could never hate you.

Sometimes I look at you... and you seem to be looking back at me... but sometimes you look away... like you're afraid of what might happen if you look a second longer.

There are so many things I'd like to tell you. I wish you could understand, but if I told you. Both our worlds would change. For good or bad, I'm not sure.

I don't think of you as a crush anymore... you're more like a bad habit that I can't shake.

Why is it that no matter how many times I remind myself that we can't be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else?

Why is it always as soon as I start to like you, you like another girl and when I stop liking you, you like me.

Lets be lovers tonight, and go back to being best friends tomorrow.

Who better to share your dreams with than the person you dream about?

I've learned that guys can make the best of friends... my best friend is a guy, and I can tell him anything and everything... oh except the fact that I'm absolutely crazy about him... that part always seems to stay out of our conversations.

Don't apologize for your feelings, it's like apologizing for the truth.

You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away... and this feeling that we would be perfect together.

This could be so much more. So much more than a casual kiss, and a quick caress beneath the sheets. This really could be the beginning of something, something that's takes us both somewhere, that translates both of us. Changes us. And we can only do it together.

People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.


You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.



I'm holding
on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

I have waited for you for 2 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

Can miles truly separate you...? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.

I wish that I could hold you now... I wish that I could touch you now... I wish that I could talk to you... be with you somehow.

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind.

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

I don't miss you: I miss the person I thought you were.

I'd be happy to come back to you... except it was you that went away.

I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.

Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.

Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.

Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.

We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".

You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?

The few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you.

This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.

It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.

I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!

I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I get this feelings we'll be together again. No straight lines make up my life, all roads have bends. No clear cut begging's and so far no dead ends.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that' happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.

If some thing happens and you lose me, please don' think that' the end, come and find again.

I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.

People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.

We've gone our separate ways and I know it's for the best, but sometimes I wonder, will I ever have friends like you again?

I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way wed share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And Id fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.

If you missed me then I'm sorry I didn't stay away longer, I like being missed.

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today.

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever.


I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I wish I was there curled up by your side, Time passes, But not fast enough, I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough, When I feel you embrace it will be all right, But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When 've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem beyoutter, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

I can still remember just the way you taste.

I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.

Hug me when I'm there, miss me when I'm not, kiss me every day, and love me for all eternity.

If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, that's my home.

I just want to hug you, but your are 480 some miles away, what I wouldn't do for a hug.

I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!

Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.

When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever.

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

I miss you most when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy.

I am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place!

Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!

Not being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I get to look forward to the next time you are in my arms; your smile only inches away from mine getting closer and closer until at last... our smiles meet. Something that beautiful... that's what keeps me going.

I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I miss you...

What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

If my heart had wings I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream. - Faith Hill

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere, you are thinking of me too.

It's not a 'good-bye', only a long 'I'll see you later.'

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

No matter how far you are, no matter how long I'm gone, you will always be with me. I will see you always as clear as day, for our love knows no boundries and never will, because you see... our hearts are one, and mine is always home.

How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.